I have compassion with families dealing with battle of deppression. I even commit myself to pray for them. I feel them. Never was I’m aware that my family will join the statistics.
Today I lost my nephew, jumped in a shopping mall.
No words, just plain sadness.
Please, I’m begging anyone who is in the brink of committing suicide. Please don’t. Please seek comfort, find someone to speak with. Pray, it can move mountains. It can move your issues, too.
I’m appealing to everyone to be kind always. We are fighting each own battle each day. Listen to their gestures, attend to their cues. They usually don’t just appear one day and declare to take their own lives – at times they do, and if that can’t move you, I can’t think what can. Sometimes, you’ll never know until it’s too late.
Ever watched “13 Reasons Why” in Netflix? I did, and I feel Hannah. Now that our family is grieving, it’s not just the empathy that’s involved. It’s a life of someone you watched since his first breath, then be caught off-guard with tragic news.
At the end of the day, when all the reasons fade into shadow, he will stand out. He who once filled our hearts with gladness like a flowee in the morning, to be withered by sunset. No blame, no anger, just mix emotions.. of regrets, sadness, confusions, and lots of why??
He fought, and fought well. He just want to rest, and chose to, in his own way.