I woke up and you’re no longer here. It’s a sad reality that once again we have to admit. I feel so sad that I don’t want to talk about it.
Then after lunch, mom approached me and put the phone in my ears saying that it’s you on the other line. The sound of your voice caught me off-guard. I screamed in tears. No words, just scream of loneliness. I long to see you Dad. Mom is surprised and told you that she need to hang up before you cry. Then the line was cut.
My mood gone crazy the rest of the day. You know the feeling of wanting something that is impossible to get? I want to see you but our journey of long-distance relationship had just resume. You promised me last night that you will come back after six months. I just nodded not knowing that I feel this hurt.
I’ll be ok, I need to be ok. Just take care of yourself. I love you, Dad.