Posted in Reflections

On Reviving My Journal…

I have to admit, consistency is essential in maintaining a journal, a trait i’m struggling with 😀 but i’m coping, rest assured..

It’s just another day. I’m working on reviving my blog. It’s actually a process I’d started about few months ago. And i’m not yet thru with it.. It’s a lousy progress, but hey, i’m progressing 😀

I’ll continue to maintain my blogsite of course to attract more traffics, and to eliminate confusing links and to declutter my blogsite. I have to be more organized and concise. I want to apply designs bravely, promoting my taste yet maintaining simplicity.

I appreciate your feedback (please!). 😀 God bless you!


Posted in All About Wedding

Meet The Bride!

From that day up to the rest of my life, i promise to love her more and more each day in every season under the sun. She’s once been a girl of my dream, my princess, and now my queen. As we walk together in this journey called life, we’ll fill each and every step with prayers and trust to one another. May God continue to watch on us together, as He watched over us while we’re away from each other. I will always love her.
Posted in Polaris' Place of Solitude


In the last teardrop

The hurt’s so sharp

In the last shot

Can i bear the aftermath?

“I don’t like to feel this way”

That’s the phrase i want to say

I want a new beginning

Shall I start from nothing?

I’m standing in the edge

Much have been said, and done…

I just want to fall, not to be justified, (but i just want to stop the pain..)

Posted in Polaris' Place of Solitude


Your long-lost roommate returns!

So, how’s life? I’m visiting you again. I almost forgot this haven. I’ve got this strange feeling of comfort? no, definitely not.. it’s a feeling of being alone. disconnected in any link at present. Why are you staying here? You might be as well tired of carrying the burden of the world out there.. Can’t you carry it? Did you just lost your faith to fate? C’mon, you can do better than that! But then again… Yeah, I got your point. I’d been there, and I knew if it will take a lifetime to learn how not to be stupid, so be it. I’m just a simple man who wants to live a simple life… What? It’s a lie? I’m not trying to live an extravagant life.. Yeah, we have something in common.. I sometimes used to it.. Well, few years ago, I’m here, I’m with you for so long that I’d thought will last for the rest of my life. But something’s changed. It’s not that I don’t want attachment with you. You know that when something pop up, I can leave this place and pursue something… Because life is out there! I can’t live my life in darkness for the rest of my life.. But it’s cool. Sometimes, when I’m being moved into loneliness, then you are appearing. Roommate, I guess I have to admit that you’re not real (are you? kiddin’). But you’re as real as I am! Or I am you? Confusions flooding my senses. I guess that’s the ripple effect of not being used in this place. I almost forgot your existence! Uhm, sorry for that. I’m not taking you for granted.. It’s just that you’re a part of me a long, long time ago and is being triggered by unbearable emotions I’m dealing with that I obviously can’t deal… So let’s do the bootcamp here. You and me, alone…

Posted in Everyday Living

What I’m Avoiding in Facebook News Feed

  • Uhm…Hate Statuses

Need to say more? One of the reasons why i’m avoiding scrolling down my facebook News Feed is seeing these supposedly awkward and/or embarrasing statuses. I mean, c’mon! if you hate someone, send a PM! The irony is that the whole world might knew you’re angry to someone without him/her knowing it!

Grudges.. Let ’em go.. We need someone to talk to.. to take it out of our chest.. Don’t flood my NewsFeed with hate statuses guys. You don’t want to be misinterpreted, so be straightforward and don’t post for all the world to see.

It seems a big deal to me. Yes, it is. Ethics in writing please.. Guys, you should learn basically about it.

  • Game Notifications

I don’t play facebook games. I found it annoying that’s why i’m turning it off everytime i’m receiving game invitations. A little privacy here.

  • Multi-Level Network Marketing Campaign

With due respect, i admire hardworking, industrial people. What I don’t get is flashing some calculations of how many dollars (or whatever currency it is in the region) that person is earning every month, and if, with little effort, will increase further – accompanied by cheques they’re receiving. I found it annoying when i’m not in good mood (ok, i’ll avoid facebook when i’m having a bad day, right.. *wink).

  • Being tagged in stuffs to purchase online

Had you experienced such before? Those ‘free shipping’ teaser? What i don’t get is why am i being tagged for woman’s duster?? I’m straight dude, by the way. I hate untagging myself but i rather do than staying tagged (along with unsuspecting fb users).

  • Gruesome Images

Ever seen of a baby with about 10 or more tubes all around his/her body in I.C.U. with a caption claiming that each share will cost a few bucks (ranging from 1$/share) to be paid by facebook. C’mon! There are images that are not fit to be seen in public view! Doctors, nurses, medical practitioners are trained to withstand these but spare the rest of the world!

  • Misleading Information

Some posts like ‘beware of this man, armed and dangerous’ is helpful IF what the person claimed in the caption is absolutely true. Otherwise, the person in photo is subject to online bullying he/she’s not deserved to be treated of.

Life-saving tips posted online are not always true. Do some research before assuming something. Not all information are accurate.


Posted in Devotions

Trusting Your Hope

“A song of ascents. I lift up my eyes to the mountains— where does my help come from? My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth.” Psalm 121:1-2 NIV

That’s the confidence I put to my Maker. The trust that took years to be molded in my being. I am in my stature because of Him and His unending grace and mercy. I boast of His lovingkindness. I sought in His Throne, in the Holy of holies. In the depth of His intimacy, with a peace that passes all understanding..

There’s much more in store for me. In every circumstance, I have complete trust to my Lord. I pray each day to walk in the beauty of His righteousness, to trade everything that is not of Him to His righteousness. I want to spend each day in such a way that I put a smile to His face. Never grieving the holy spirit, but convicting me to stay on track – to trust beyond my senses.

In everything, it’s worth trusting on Jesus.

Be blessed!

Posted in Everyday Living


i want a lift. 🙂 i  don’t have a luxury of time, all i have is an intention to live purely and holy in His sight. Surely, the world will witness changes in me (be it radical or gradual). May my actions defy my former habits and wrongdoings. I would like to live a life struggle-free so i can show to the whole world how it is to live a man sold-out to God. So much for the world in its wickedness..