Posted in Polaris' Place of Solitude

wish upon a star


a glimpse of light in the cold, dark night,

so quick, yet so bright in its flight,

before we can speak and utter a word,

it’s gone, so keep your wish untold.

cold…dark…

windy…

lonely little heart…spending a night in grief…

as the morning rise tomorrow, may i not see the darkness of the night…

i don’t want to feel this way.

Posted in Polaris' Place of Solitude

sigh….


i must had enough for this day. i could hardly survive these challenging days. sometimes i have to be silent to keep the thoughts within me. i knew i am supposed to live a happy life. where’s that now? docking elsewhere? then my portion must be loneliness? if i am going to live this way tomorrow, i will be used to a life of misery. i don’t want that.

sleep now, crybaby. tomorrow will be a busy day for you. what you will experience is not yet told, but don’t care about it. much much worries of today you will dig down in your sleep.

never i’d been this troubled before.  😦

Posted in Multimedia

Brave…


The gate is wide
The road is paved in moderation
The crowd is kind and quick to pull you in
Welcome to the middle ground
You’re safe and sound and
Until now it’s where I’ve been

‘Cause it’s been fear that ties me down to everything
But it’s been love, Your love, that cuts the strings

So long status quo
I think I just let go
You make me want to be brave
The way it always was
Is no longer good enough
You make me want to be brave
Brave, brave

I am small
And I speak when I’m spoken to
But I am willing to risk it all
I say Your name
Just Your name and I’m ready to jump
Even ready to fall…

Why did I take this vow of compromise?
Why did I try to keep it all inside?

So long status quo
I think I just let go
You make me want to be brave
The way it always was
Is no longer good enough
You make me want to be brave
Brave, brave

I’ve never known a fire that didn’t begin with a flame
Every storm will start with just a drop of rain
But if you believe in me
That changes everything
So long, I’m gone

So long status quo
I think I just let go
You make me want to be brave
I wanna be brave
The way it always was
Is no longer good enough
You make me want to be brave
Brave, brave

Posted in Samu't-sari

Corny pinoy action movies quotes..


ba’t wala na akong magawa kundi maghanap ng mali ng pinoy movies sa halip na tangkilikin ito? actually tinatangkilik ko naman, natatawa lang ako talaga minsan. Below are some of these:

  • “The Alfredo Lim Story”

Reporter: Mga kaibigan, dumating na po ang SWAT team! Special Weapons Action Team! (ehehehe…)

  • Mark Lapid’s saging:

“Oo, inaamin ko, saging lang kami. Pero maghanap ka ng puno sa bungang Pilipinas, saging lang ang may puso! Saging lang ang may puso!”

nauubusan ako..nakakalimutan ko na ung iba..update ko na lang from time to time.. 🙂

Posted in Reflections

Contemplating…


Sitting for a while. I knew I have something to ponder of. Something that I had learned recently.

What is man’s life? This question shaped man’s quest for fame, feats, success, and accomplishments far beyond ordinary man can attain. People through ages compete with each other. What for? Comfort of life? Acceptance of someone’s belief? Freedom of choice? Sense of belongingness? Or even just to distinguish from the norms of the rest of the society?

It’s sweet and fascinating achieving a certain goal of a lifetime. Did I just said “lifetime”? (smile). That’s the downside of it. What if you reach the end of the line? When you come to face God, what will you say? Will you be so proud of your accomplishments and your quests of a lifetime? Did it crossed your mind the realization that everything you had invested in this world will not be relevant with you when you are standing in front of your Creator? Surely, your descendants will inherit all your riches you’d been laboring for years. But when they finally rest in peace, they will be in a situation your are into. Material riches are supposed to benefit us when we are still alive. However, we have to think in ahead.

I don’t know what faith you are believing. But I’m pretty sure, you are also wondering what’s lies ahead in the afterlife.

We have to live a life worthy of God’s praises. If you are leading a life pleasing to Him, you won’t have to worry about the afterlife. Jesus said that He will not leave us nor forsake us. I’d proven His love over and over again. I sometimes walk away, and when I decided to come back in His presence, all I have to do is to step back, because He’s just here, on my back. He’s my Redeemer and Saviour.

As we live this temporal life, let’s spend each moment with fear of God and compassion to the people around us. We never know when our clock will stop for good. Invest your riches in helping the needy. Show compassion. Share your smile. Speak out courageously. Encourage someone with a lowly spirit. Grieve with the broken souls. Celebrate with the joyful people. Seek love, find love, spread love. Always remember that by our own measurement, we will be measured. Make sure that when God measure you, you will be found faithful, because you measured your life by your faith. We walk by faith and not by sight!!! God bless you!

-albert2jc / 4th april 2011